The Rollercoaster Ride

Emotionally these days its a roller coster ride for me. Sometimes I am on a high, frm where no one can bring pull me down, and the other times its a major low... rock bottom frm where no one can pull me up. At such times i miss consistancy n balance in me.... Being the crab that i am I know I am bound be emotional...too emotional . Normally oterhwise there is always a day in between when my feeling and emotions are in control... i am normal like the others... It balances out... But its during these over emotinal phase i hate myself.... its as though instead of being an individual i am a split personality, where one part of me wants to be the logical, rational and mature Viewer who understands the situations and the other part of me wants to be this pathetic spolit child, who wants to throw around trantrums at the drop of a needle... I guess I emege back to the surface only in a matter of time. Lots to blog about, but only once i get off this roller coster ride.