Spking My Heart

Thats something what I have not been doing since many weeks in my blog... I was too caught up in problems which I shudnot have allowed ito become a problem in the first place.

This is not the first time it has happenend to me that I have given the stearing in somebody elses hand, even without the other person asking for it. The cosequences of this is simple and straight... Disappointment and hurt.
Somtimes I feel that due to my own foolishness I become so vulnerable. And dogs tail which will never strainghten I will never learn my lesson.

How much is too much?? How much should you want to drag a thing till it becomes too much to bear?? I guess I myself can answer this question. It will not be too much til lthe time you want it badly in ur Life. The moment u feel that thsi is getting out of control and its too much to handel its OVER.

Accepting the truth, the reality is diffcult. Ofcourse it is difficult , how can u accept an overnight change in people esp when they mean the world to u. Although I am pathetic today and right now I find it impossible to rise above the situation, I know that I will get over it sooner or later, I have to and I will be fine. Its just a matter of time.